Originally Posted by Sarah_MaxCash

Perhaps. This thread is odd for me because at the start I am talking about things my husband is telling me, etc. Five years later he is dead. I know that since that happened I identify a lot more with the people that lost their partners . I always felt bad for them but until I lost my partner I didn't have a clue of how it really felt. I know how bad is still feels for me nearly two years after his death and I was able to have a body for a funeral. I have cried so many times listening to the people that were called by their husbands of wives that just wanted to say goodbye. Once you really can put yourself in those shoes the true horror hits you.