Was acting in porn an act of rebellion against your mother?
No, not at all. The good [my mother] did was it made me very analytical about how I wanted to lose my virginity. I didn?t agree with her, but at the same time, I knew I wasn?t going to have sex with anybody just because I didn?t agree with her. I wasn?t that kid where if you told me no I was just going to do it anyway. I was the last of my friends to lose my virginity.
How old were you?
16-and-a-half. But I was a senior in high school.
So this was almost right before you went into porn?
About a year and a half before.
What do you think of the whole Charlie Sheen fiasco?
I am equally as fascinated as everybody else. It?s crazy because he?s been part of my consciousness since I was a young kid; I grew up watching his movies. You always knew he was a bad boy, and he?s been doing this before I was born. It?s crazy because you don?t know if he?s an evil genius, or if he?s completely fucked. I have no idea. It?s a train wreck? but it could all be a sick plan.
So if you were granted all the power in porn, how would you change it?
As a performer, I do think I changed it. But, if I was actually in control as a producer or director, I think it?s about going so far left that you?re all the way back at right, and a lot of the ideas I had were not necessarily commercial, so they wouldn?t sell. My idea of a good adult film would be something more akin to a Catherine Breillat film where there is a story, and you don?t want to fast-forward it.
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