In order to have extra cash, I applied for a weekend job, today. A straight normal $14/hr position doing grunt work (and I might get even less than that!)
It will be good for me, but god damn. It's a dark day in my life.
But I feel good, I'm eating better, I'm sober.. and everything is going great
I just can't believe that I have to go and have a normal persons job in order to afford flyers and new clothing
Being poor is a good lesson - don't ever drink - don't ever get too close to a woman.
If I'd never been close to those two women who caused so much trouble, if I'd never drank, I would still own a home and have several pretty nice used Cadillacs in the driveway and garage.
This will never happen, again. I'm tellin' ya.
Financial freedom is my goal. I am going to eat, sleep, live and breathe it until it happens and beyond. I'm capable of it and all I have to do in order to get it is to WANT IT badly enough!! And now, I do.
