Originally Posted by MrMaxwell

I've tried it a few times and it always makes me scared to death.. so someone convinced me the stuff I tried before must have been coated or something, and I tried some again since it'd been years.

I've never been so scared to death in my life. And then, I told fof some terrible things from the past. Shit I DO NOT talk about. Oh and THEN she tried to get me to fuck her since I won't fuck and she wants me to I guess she thought it'd be a good time to try

But I was so scared I wouldn't even let her blow me AND I wouldn't let her leave for some reason. Then I didn't want her to go to sleep.

Man, that was horrible. I kept watching the clock to figure out how long it'd been and asking how long it'd last. Apparently I was trying to act like I was fine but I sure was scared to death.

It takes a-lot to scare me. But wow. I never want to do that again.

Why does everything have the wrong effect on me? If I take adderall instead of getting energy I calm down and sit still, if I try weed it makes me scared and all upset instead of calm and peaceful like most people

Lord knows what the fuck real drugs would do to me but I never want to find out