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I wasn't connecting with you on this until you mentioned watching the clock.
I didn't do anything at all until advanced years and then really just to find out what the fuss was about. Of course, I go thirty some years totally sober and then feel like I am being punished and have a horrible experience with anxiety and particularly time alteration. I am a control freak when it comes to my own mental skills and not being able to control my mind fully was really uncomfortable for me.
That time thing happened my first few times but not from the actual smoking but for other forms of ingestion. The first time was a gel cap and I put that down as one of the worst nights of my life. Second time it was from something with caramel involved. Eventually, I put together that I react really badly to delivery through oils type deliveries. I mean really badly.
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