Tourtel,
You've had a lot of bad luck and hopefully you'll get through this, be strong and believe!
I watched this music video for the first time yesterday, you might find it motivational, it's a true story
Rudimental - Waiting All Night feat. Ella Eyre
"The official video for 'Waiting All Night' is the inspirational true life-story of San Francisco born BMX champion and actor - Kurt Yaeger, who became an amputee after an accident in 2006."