Originally Posted by TheSquealer

the guy with the live in whore is trying to fill a hole in himself that can never be filled and can't be filled by young girls. He's trying to mask the pain of never getting laid in school, being a late bloomer, being insecure and being morbidly obese, never having friends and never being popular by paying for the company of women that he could never attract otherwise and then telling himself that he's special.

I've spent over 10 years living in shithole countries seeing people like him daily. In Bangkok as one example, he's just one more in a long parade of sad and desperate middle aged slobs trying to find a young girl to roll around on and walking arm in arm down the street with a girl that looks 14 as everyone looks at him in disgust and talks about him and points at him when he's not looking.

Thats fine if you're disturbed or if thats your only chance to get laid in life. Every one that see's him and her knows exactly whats going on and exactly whats wrong with him and exactly why she is with him. He'd have you think its a choice. That he's going to use her and toss her out but the truth is, he has no other alternative. He couldn't meet a cute young girl any other way because he's weak. Because he's everything that turns girls off. He's paying for a whore who is compromising everything she might believe in and holding back each time she pukes in her mouth, so she can make a few bucks as she fakes a smile. Thats not a point to brag to friends and strangers about.

Most people, including the OP are looking for a fulfilling relationship, to be in love and to spend their time with someone they really care about and who equally cares about them. Nothing you have said is conducive to that end.