Originally Posted by LovinNothin

It was "horrid" because for the first time in years, you had to sit still for a few moments with your own thoughts. No internet, no distractions. Scared and upset with the possibility of self realization, you quickly went on the search for any type of distraction, anything at all to remove yourself from being alone with yourself, anything to fill in the gap between your conscience thoughts and scared little man that lives buried deep inside your psyche.

Next time, try leaving the toys off and see how quickly your mind will fill up with amazing new thoughts and ideas of how to better your life.

But until then, enjoy the true darkness of watching Big Bang on your lap top.