Thank you all.
It's a weird feeling, knowing the past few weeks and months i have spent mostly at a hospital beside, and although hospitals are grim places, it's strange not even having that routine to do anymore.
The last few weeks and especially her final days were just something i wouldn't wish on anyone though. Her pain was obvious. Yet she seemed to know us all right to the very end.
When i asked her a few days ago if she was in pain and she squeezed my hand and a tear ran down her face, my heart just melted. She deserved better.
My grandad will be looking after her now. That will do for me until we meet again...
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