Grapesoda

you know what I just noticed about you guys... for reals..... from the comments guys like you make on Quora... you guys are 'shame based'.... at the very core of your 'self' there is a deep rooted shame...

I do not have that. I am inner directed however I am not shame based. not sure why you guys are like that... we all have to survive our indignities and humiliations from child hood.... straight up, that last model I told about my childhood started crying .... sleep depravation, confinements, beatings, humiliation... all that shit until I could get out...

thing is for some reason I'm not shame based... my focus is and always has been 'survival'. what I wanted to be when I grew up was alive.

I guess when you grow up with big time hardcore issue, dealing with that doesn't leave time for shame. I have grown to appreciate the childhood I had for what I have been gifted from the experience.

seriously you need to believe me on this.. this is REALITY. I am not like you internally, emotionally or spiritually. I don't read or watch the same media presentations and press releases you do... I watch documentaries and collage lectures 99% of time. what I saying is all the supposed insults you are delivering are meaningless to me.

I actually get more from the crows where I live. when they show up, I holler at them when they are hollering... you can call a crow down to the ground.

then the crows started tracking me as I walk though the woods...they look out for me high patrol... the crows alert and circle any coyotes in the area.... it's pretty fucking amazing....

sat, I watch a falcon strike about 2 feet out side my passenger car widow... you ever see that so close? I hadn't.

so then I hit gfy for a few laughs and then you.... really dude? non impact on me all all. you are not playing in the same park I am, not even close and you have no idea what the game is, I wish you nothing but the best