TheGoldenChild

Man ,

I don't know what to say- Willy B was always the first to welcome any of you to the Albumside chat room or netsurprsse nights with Dokk-

My condolences go out to all who knew him , and to all his family- Pattyecake, Lee Noga, Kaiser, Dokk, Kath. FM and so many more people who knew hi better than I-

He was a good person. Having a best friend who also committed suicide from hanging- I know how his family and friends feel...

I know that if people undestood and were able to see warning signs of manic depresion better we'd all have a lot of our friends still with us. As one who still feels a strong loss -they truly are in a better place, they lived through their own HELL ON EARTH-

My old therapist would tell me that, and also tell any of you ,that the pain and shock of loss turns to anger and guilt later on.

I am still angry at my friends, mackay and megan , sometimes people make bad decisions. bad decisions sometime are the result of a chemical imbalance . When those
two coexist it often spells trouble.

This is really bringing up a lot of repressed memories for me, Acually writing about this is my way of still grieving for friends
It makes me feel better to offer this to those who care about their loved ones or friends-

If any of you knows someone who likes to drink/ do drugs
for escapism and they withdraw from things they onces loved , ie (hobbies and friends) ask them how are they REALLY doing? Are they happy? is there anything you can do?

Sometimes it means a lot to people, and most people just don't know just how much.

I'll miss Willy B. RIP

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