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It took me a long time just to put my hands on the keyboard and press the post button, I cannot think of a word or group of words to express accurately how sad I am or how bad I feel in my heart.
There are no archives or transcripts, it was just a party and get together we have done for a long time.
I wish I could have known in some way to help or prevent what happened to him, I didn't know, he didn't type anything to me that would have given me any clue. There were about 40 people there and nobody typed anything or said anything bad to him nor him to them, he just seemed like the regular happy willyb that I always knew.
Having a hard time dealing with this right now and am waiting and working until I can feel tired enough to sleep and maybe feel a little better when tomorrow comes.
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