I used to have a problem like this when I was younger, about 14 or 15. I had a fear of throwing up, and I always seemed to think that I was going to throw up every time I ate. I would go to the bathroom and stand there trying to make the "feeling of puking" go away. It got to the point that I thought if I didn't eat, I couldn't throw up, so I started eating VERY little. It went on for over a year and I lost ALOT of fucking weight. I don't really remember what fixed it, but it just faded away after a while.
As I think about it now.. I just HATED the thought of puking and it would scared the holy shit out of me. But I think that just made me feel sick even more. It was a big problem because everytime I was out to dinner with family or whatever, I'd be going to the bathroom every 10 minutes, scared I was going to get sick.
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