It's been 6 years since DAD died........ - GoFuckYourself.com

Fabien · 08-24-2004, 06:03 PM

I don't know why the f*ck i'm telling you this.
Maybe because i don't won't to disturb anyone around here (i'm not at the of office right now) and i want to "let go some stress" (so to speak)

I will never get used to it (it's been 6 years), never......
Of course some of you will laugh your brains out regarding this post but some how I respect you cause i didn't see what happened at your place.

But for me, i lost a friend, a Councillor and dad.

I LOVE YOU DAD
RIP my love xxxx

(shit i'm crying like a kid fuck hehehehe, it hurts so much)

Martin · 08-24-2004, 06:05 PM

Not all man. Thought I was going to lose my pops.

All the best

TechNtentions · 08-24-2004, 06:06 PM

sorry bro

Zerof8 · 08-24-2004, 06:08 PM

My Grandpa is like my dad and when he dies I dont know what I will do

So I wish you the best

Marcus Aurelius · 08-24-2004, 06:08 PM

cant imagine man, sorry for your loss.

KRL · 08-24-2004, 06:12 PM

Lost my dad 17 years ago. I know the pain. I know the tears. That empty spot just never goes away no matter how many years pass.

Losing your mom, your dad, your creators, is one of life's most difficult things.

I sometimes look at my beautiful young son, only 9, and think one day when I die, and my ex dies, he'll be left alone in this fucked up world without us to guide him and protect him, and that's just as sad a thought.

heymatty · 08-24-2004, 06:13 PM

My dad is my best friend. I hope I don't lose him any time soon.

McKracken · 08-24-2004, 06:17 PM

lost my dad in 99...

changed my world and personality in a split second.

2 this day it hunts my soul reguarly. My right arm was "decorated" in memory of him. Just so I was sure never to forget the demons I survived.

R.I.P!

SureFire · 08-24-2004, 06:27 PM

Sorry to hear that. I bet he was a good father.

webmaster x · 08-24-2004, 06:31 PM

Just hang on to the memories of the good times and the lessons he taught you. The fact that you are able to show such depth of emotion for another human being shows that he's taught you to be on the right track.

pornstar2pac · 08-24-2004, 06:32 PM

My father died Oct, 2 1998

I still havn't gotten over it.

I was 24

Tala · 08-24-2004, 06:36 PM

I feel your pain. I lost my grandmother in July of 97 and will never get over it.

Trixxxia · 08-24-2004, 06:41 PM

I lost my dad 23 years ago. My opinion is that you never get over it, you just learn to camouflage or more like ease the pain with good memories & fun times when you did have them with you. He was truly my best friend - never was tight with my mom before and even after all these years, she still doesn't understand me like he did. A special bond you never forget.

Crying is good Fabien, nothing to be embarassed about - anyone laughing hasn't lost a very close loved one.

tranza · 08-24-2004, 06:42 PM

Sorry to hear that bro...

fr8 · 08-24-2004, 08:15 PM

My dad has been in jail for the past 6 years.

Tom_PMs · 08-24-2004, 08:22 PM

You never forget.. nor should you.
My father died when he was only 42.. Mother died last October right around when John Ritter died of the same cause as my father did as well.. I'm still meaning to write that show he was on a letter thanking them for continuing the show through the painful times.. it was a healing thing, let me tell you.

In 3 more years I'll be as old as my dad was when he died. I wish I had gotten a chance to know him as an adult, and I'm thankful that my mom and I were not only mother and son, but great friends as well.

KRL · 08-24-2004, 08:24 PM

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Originally posted by fr8
My dad has been in jail for the past 6 years.

That's got to be hard on the emotions also.

When's he get out?

sickkittens · 08-24-2004, 08:24 PM

If someone here laughs at you they have issues.

Sorry for your loss.

Screaming · 08-24-2004, 08:29 PM

i hope u know some peace soon and just know that he is in a better place! If you are religious then God be with you!

abyss_al · 08-24-2004, 08:44 PM

sometimes i wish i go before they do so i dont have to go through the emotions. i cant imagine my life without them.

TexasDreams · 08-24-2004, 09:10 PM

I know the feeling Fabien, it's an emptiness that doesn't go away and can't be filled.

I lost my Dad to a heart attack 28-years ago (May 31, 1976), I was only 16 at the time. I still think of him and miss him all the time.

helen of TOY · 08-24-2004, 09:18 PM

I have never lost a loved-one....
but just thinking about it...brings tears to my eyes already...
Just remembered to call him...again... today

Fabien, let his memories be with you all the time...just always remember that he's in a happier world than ours...

Kimmykim · 08-24-2004, 09:28 PM

It will be 8 years in December for my dad. And it still really sucks. Hope you feel better Fabien.

08-24-2004, 06:03 PM	#1
Fabien Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2003 Posts: 4,787	It's been 6 years since DAD died........ I don't know why the f*ck i'm telling you this. Maybe because i don't won't to disturb anyone around here (i'm not at the of office right now) and i want to "let go some stress" (so to speak) I will never get used to it (it's been 6 years), never...... Of course some of you will laugh your brains out regarding this post but some how I respect you cause i didn't see what happened at your place. But for me, i lost a friend, a Councillor and dad. I LOVE YOU DAD RIP my love xxxx (shit i'm crying like a kid fuck hehehehe, it hurts so much)

08-24-2004, 06:05 PM	#2
Martin "Assassins" Industry Role: Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: At home Posts: 17,277	Not all man. Thought I was going to lose my pops. All the best __________________

08-24-2004, 06:06 PM	#3
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08-24-2004, 06:08 PM	#4
Zerof8 Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Kansas City Posts: 1,245	My Grandpa is like my dad and when he dies I dont know what I will do So I wish you the best __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60. Let me repeat... A 120 x 60 button and no more that 3 lines of DEFAULT SIZE AND COLOR text.

08-24-2004, 06:13 PM	#7
heymatty Confirmed User Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: Scottsdale :) Posts: 2,188	My dad is my best friend. I hope I don't lose him any time soon. __________________ Cashlantis ~ Black Book Cash

08-24-2004, 06:08 PM	#5
Marcus Aurelius No Refunds Issued. Industry Role: Join Date: Apr 2003 Posts: 14,809	cant imagine man, sorry for your loss.

08-24-2004, 06:12 PM	#6
KRL Entrepreneur Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: USA Posts: 31,429	Lost my dad 17 years ago. I know the pain. I know the tears. That empty spot just never goes away no matter how many years pass. Losing your mom, your dad, your creators, is one of life's most difficult things. I sometimes look at my beautiful young son, only 9, and think one day when I die, and my ex dies, he'll be left alone in this fucked up world without us to guide him and protect him, and that's just as sad a thought.

08-24-2004, 06:17 PM	#8
McKracken Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Drunkville Posts: 703	lost my dad in 99... changed my world and personality in a split second. 2 this day it hunts my soul reguarly. My right arm was "decorated" in memory of him. Just so I was sure never to forget the demons I survived. R.I.P! __________________ MAKE BIG $$$ - NEW MANINSTREAM SITE BETA LAUNCHES SEPTEMBER! * e-mail for more info [email protected] *

08-24-2004, 06:27 PM	#9
SureFire Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: internet Posts: 4,398	Sorry to hear that. I bet he was a good father.

08-24-2004, 06:31 PM	#10
webmaster x Confirmed User Join Date: Mar 2004 Posts: 4,400	Just hang on to the memories of the good times and the lessons he taught you. The fact that you are able to show such depth of emotion for another human being shows that he's taught you to be on the right track. __________________ Click 9500 FHG Text Descriptions--Only $89!

08-24-2004, 06:32 PM	#11
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08-24-2004, 06:36 PM	#12
Tala Fucked if I know Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Do you have a flag? Posts: 23,368	I feel your pain. I lost my grandmother in July of 97 and will never get over it. __________________ ICQ: 11120676 \| Google: mindcrime \| Skype: suitemindcrime\|E-Mail: mindcrime AT gmail.com\|PR girl with great writing skills for hire!!!! Contact me to work for YOU!\|TECHIEMEDIA? 24/7 support from some of the best techs in the biz. Tell Jim that I sent you.

08-24-2004, 06:41 PM	#13
Trixxxia Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Montreal, Canada Posts: 5,600	I lost my dad 23 years ago. My opinion is that you never get over it, you just learn to camouflage or more like ease the pain with good memories & fun times when you did have them with you. He was truly my best friend - never was tight with my mom before and even after all these years, she still doesn't understand me like he did. A special bond you never forget. Crying is good Fabien, nothing to be embarassed about - anyone laughing hasn't lost a very close loved one.

08-24-2004, 06:42 PM	#14
tranza ICQ: 197-556-237 Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: BRASIL !!! Posts: 57,559	Sorry to hear that bro... __________________ I'm just a newbie.

08-24-2004, 08:15 PM	#15
fr8 Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Mar 2003 Posts: 5,074	My dad has been in jail for the past 6 years. __________________ █ joesmut (a) gmail Dot com █ Full Stack Developer

08-24-2004, 08:22 PM	#16
Tom_PMs Confirmed User Join Date: Jun 2004 Posts: 2,049	You never forget.. nor should you. My father died when he was only 42.. Mother died last October right around when John Ritter died of the same cause as my father did as well.. I'm still meaning to write that show he was on a letter thanking them for continuing the show through the painful times.. it was a healing thing, let me tell you. In 3 more years I'll be as old as my dad was when he died. I wish I had gotten a chance to know him as an adult, and I'm thankful that my mom and I were not only mother and son, but great friends as well. __________________ You've read it, you can't unread it.

08-24-2004, 08:24 PM	#18
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08-24-2004, 08:29 PM	#19
Screaming I can change this!!!!! Join Date: Feb 2004 Posts: 18,972	i hope u know some peace soon and just know that he is in a better place! If you are religious then God be with you! __________________

08-24-2004, 08:44 PM	#20
abyss_al LOOKING FOR TRADES Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Southern California Posts: 15,605	sometimes i wish i go before they do so i dont have to go through the emotions. i cant imagine my life without them. __________________ EMAIL: allen @ vasmediagroup.com \| ICQ: 311329761 \| SKYPE: abyss.al \| AIM: xABYSSxALx

08-24-2004, 09:10 PM	#21
TexasDreams former Miserable Admin :) Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Somewhere in Cali Posts: 4,700	I know the feeling Fabien, it's an emptiness that doesn't go away and can't be filled. I lost my Dad to a heart attack 28-years ago (May 31, 1976), I was only 16 at the time. I still think of him and miss him all the time.

08-24-2004, 09:18 PM	#22
helen of TOY Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2004 Posts: 253	I have never lost a loved-one.... but just thinking about it...brings tears to my eyes already... Just remembered to call him...again... today Fabien, let his memories be with you all the time...just always remember that he's in a happier world than ours... __________________ xxxoutsourcing.com ICQ 244299698

08-24-2004, 09:28 PM	#23
Kimmykim bitchslapping zebras!!!!! Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: In a shack by the beach Posts: 16,015	It will be 8 years in December for my dad. And it still really sucks. Hope you feel better Fabien.