I think I need a break and some psychiatric care!!!

[smutnut]

This shit is really starting to get to me again (the whole business I mean). This past week I've gotten a lot of work done but don't ask me how. I can't even look at my computer without getting hammered. Then the pressure builds up and I start fantasizing about climbing a gun tower with a nice high powered sniper rifle with a good scope. What's a good model of sniper rifle to buy by the way?

Hey, but at least I'm getting shit done.

[Amputate Your Head]

'getting hammered' is the problem. Keep the hammer juice out of the blood and take a break. Go somewhere with warm sandy beaches for a month or so. Rent a villa and relax by the pool. It helps put shit back in perspective. (for me it does anyway)

[smutnut]

I think you're right. I can't imagine a month, but I do notice that sometimes I don't even go anywhere but start this routine where I don't drink or anything and start taking long walks and sobering and doing less work but building up like I'm starting over again and I might not get as much done, but it seems more constructive despite.

Really though, you can take a month off and not even have a lap top around or anything? And if you do, don't you find yourself in the same routine but in a different environment (Maybe that's good by itself though)?

[BestXXXPorn]

Originally Posted by smutnut

This shit is really starting to get to me again (the whole business I mean). This past week I've gotten a lot of work done but don't ask me how. I can't even look at my computer without getting hammered. Then the pressure builds up and I start fantasizing about climbing a gun tower with a nice high powered sniper rifle with a good scope. What's a good model of sniper rifle to buy by the way?

Hey, but at least I'm getting shit done.

Remington 700 series: http://www.remington.com/product-fam...model-700.aspx

[Amputate Your Head]

Originally Posted by smutnut

I think you're right. I can't imagine a month, but I do notice that sometimes I don't even go anywhere but start this routine where I don't drink or anything and start taking long walks and sobering and doing less work but building up like I'm starting over again and I might not get as much done, but it seems more constructive despite.

Really though, you can take a month off and not even have a lap top around or anything? And if you do, don't you find yourself in the same routine but in a different environment (Maybe that's good by itself though)?

Absolutely not. When I gotta take a break and go somewhere, laptops and studio business stay behind. It defeats the purpose if you're bringing work along with.

[smutnut]

Originally Posted by BestXXXPorn

Remington 700 series: http://www.remington.com/product-fam...model-700.aspx

I like it , but no scope. I've gotten used to the scopes from GTA

[smutnut]

Originally Posted by Amputate Your Head

Absolutely not. When I gotta take a break and go somewhere, laptops and studio business stay behind. It defeats the purpose if you're bringing work along with.

You can do that for a month with no concerns. Man, how do you relax like that? I wish I could do that. I don't feel right seeing a movie if I don't have access to some type of internet connection - at least my phone.

[spazlabz]

Originally Posted by smutnut

I start fantasizing about climbing a gun tower with a nice high powered sniper rifle with a good scope.

a rifle? not very efficient, everyone knows you stage several in different locations to maximize productivity


spaz

[MaDalton]

you wanted to nuke me - so i'd say yes ;)

[smutnut]

Originally Posted by MaDalton

you wanted to nuke me - so i'd say yes ;)

I still do, but it's nothing personal

[Agent 488]

welcome to my world.

[LoveSandra]

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