What do you do when you are unsettled?
 

I was going to go for a walk again but it doesn't help and I have too much of a fever already and it's hot outside so fuck it but I don't want to climb the ceiling or walk the walls any more . . My neighbors, they are QUIET for once . . . I noticed that the fancy azz theta beta brain fuckerers work on me but I don't want to rest right now I just want to relax

I don't have anything to ship
I don't have any deals to make
I don't have anything to keep me busy
I'm in the middle of nowhere
I'm not allowed to drink AT ALL these days
I'm not allowed to be in/with women for now
I'm not taking adderrall these days
I don't like interacting with the locals
I don't have a spa or a pool
I cannot smoke weed because I hate it
I don't know how to do hard drugs
I do not want to assault or batter my neighbors
I don't have any powerful engines to drive right now
I'm not allowed to and can't afford to play cards for now

I just keep getting up to go and drink cold water, then I was cursing some more. .

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Pull the pud

sounds like you need to do something physical (and not just waxing the dolphin). Hit the gym and build a business plan

Yeah! Physical! And I can't seem to lower my sex drive while becoming more business aggressive. I guess that isn't possible. But I noticed a couple of years ago while trying to be superman and do everything at once
I was selling laptops
I was selling servers
I was selling telephones
I was selling tires
I was even selling lumber for awhile

I seemed to enjoy selling the tires and lumber more than anything even though they were so much work
Well
Servers may have been my favorite
My GOD, man, was I ever making MONEY until SHTF
I hope pig goes to prison for LIFE
I am so glad lucifer got killed

I miss my business stuff more than I COULD EVER miss THEM now

Play video games

Valium...

Step 1) hit 24mg nicotine e-juice with a TFV12 sub-ohm tank at 200 watts
Step 2) stagger over to the nearest chair before you fall down...curse bitterly between coughs...your vision will clear and your head will stop spinning in 5-10 minutes
Step 3) decide that was a cool experience, and hit it again

I broke my fucking smok box . motherfucking thing . I never went over maybe 50 watts on there but I have the baby beast which I think is similar to what you said and I've tried the 2 and 4 and 8 coil ones which are .2 ohm up to about a .4 ohm resistance
Currently I'm just using whatever is in there with a single 18650 in a flashlight mod and I am fine with that. Doesn't seem to be the safest thing, if you ask me, but it works. Lithium Maganese IMR batteries of course

I don't ever want to vape the crazy volume of material some fools do
Especially that much VG
No thanks, man

PS: If I hit 24mg @ 200w, I think that I would be dead. Or at least sweating and confused. People generally vape 1-2mg at that wattage, you know.

What does valium do? I have always been curious about that
I knew a lady once who took that ALWAYS
She was amazing

I was joking TBH - It's very addictive - If you are feeling agitated/anxious then it chills you out...

I have taken it in the past but try to keep it to a few days, it can create more problems than it solves.....

If you have issues with anxiety then talk to your Dr about Venlafaxine - It works for me...

How long until WeHatePorn jumps in - lol.....

Ah, I see. I don't know what that would do to me. I know that weed has a horrible effect on me :(
I'm trying to think what Venlafaxine is - is that an SSNI/SSRI or something?
If I was going to take something I'd like to have some Adderall but I don't have any
I've just always been curious about valleys

PS: I've tried SSNI and SSRI (for a day, a couple of different times) before but they just kind of make me feel peaceful about nothing.. you know? That scared me, everything could be fucked all up and yet you feel OKAY.. makes me think that they lead to welfare or hourly jobs

Adderall is the last thing you should take IMHO - Talk to your Dr!..

Venlafaxine is an SSRI but it works on other areas as well - Info here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Venlafaxine

Oh wow I know where I know that from now that I googled it -- be careful of the Effexor. Nitwit was on those along with wellB and what a nightmare to get away from - - I think that they can be fine while you're on, but be careful coming off of those. You can bridge off of those with ZACS or you can taper but do NOT try to taper if you're taking the syn "pristique" - they have an enteric coating and should NOT be split

Yep - They have horrid withdrawal effects - I have been on a high dose for 20+ years - I wont be coming off them, ever...

Well, adderall calms me down and makes me make a lot of money - I've used it on and off for a very long time now. It has side effects and it is very bad for your health ESPECIALLY if used too often or on a long time basis, but it made me similar to the movie limitless in terms of how much work I got done and how hell bent / focused I was. It can make you stupid, too, like you want to overly organize your hard drive and you can waste hours doing something stupid if you let yourself. You can also go without sleep easier and you don't always remember to or care about eating.
I would not recommend it to anyone really
But it is awesome in some ways

I'm extremely curious about microdosing psychs as well

Yeah! The doctors will swear that this does not exist, oh there's no withdrawl. But yet: Poor nitwit would be crying, sweating, shaking ... I swear to God she was just like in the movies when you see a heroin addict coming off of THAT
Luckily for her I am a wonderful angel and I did so much research and found out that she could bridge off of them with zacs and I managed to source some and it WORKED. She wasn't comfortable 100% but she wasn't a lump of scared screaming shaking crying flesh in the corner AT ALL either
And then the zacs have a huge half life and so they're a self taper

I only have to miss one dose and I am a wreck - The thing is they really work well for me - I used to spend 6 months out the year under a section on a locked ward - Only had one admission in the 20 years I have been taking them - That was because I tried to come off them about 5 years ago, big mistake - The pros really do outweigh the cons...

I miss nitwit sometimes
That poor woman went insane
Oh well

Well nitwit was insane probably worse than that due to her thyroid being broken. Imagine that, a skinny little Italian bitch with a broken thyroid. Who knew. I can probably tell you more about thyroids now than most endocrinologists by now FFS. What a mess

I'm glad you're doing fine - you're not so bad, I don't know why I initially thought you sucked

It's funny how nitwit had thyroid problems all her life and they put her on massive doses of every brain medication known to man for YEARS AND YEARS and then I come along, a complete non doctor, find out what ailed her mother and BAM I realize that she was treated for brain being broken while ignoring her REAL ISSUE THE WHOLE TIME