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06-09-2022 04:17 PM |
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Transition. From living female to living male. So much comes with this. So much. No one told me anything about what it would be like to start injecting testosterone in my female body. No one could tell me a thing. I just went head on into it. I trusted my gut. Hate thrown at me. Growing into my maleness. All I thought about was my physical space. How I presented to the world was my priority. Creating a genre that would change the way people saw me and others like me. This still is from Buckback Mountain. The pushback from the gay men. Many hated me and many loved me. I think that pushback gave me “balls” that I use today from the same pushback, just different people. I never understood this idea that we all have to think alike and be alike. That’s absurd. I wonder if its because others do not have it in them to be an individual and need to surround themselves with a group think? I wonder. To be a free thinker gets you attacked and many cannot handle this, though I think they wish they could. To be a free thinker means you have to be prepared for backlash, hate and lies being told about you. Its a hard space to be in , especially today with social media mobs. But I will say this. I am a free thinker and always have been, i hate being forced to be as that is not authentic. We always say “ live authentic “ but we do not reward the ones who actually do. Living authentic means speaking your mind even though someone will not like it. Living authentic isnt only about looks, its about your soul. ❤️Tranpa #ftm #transsexual #tranpa #loveyourself
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