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KC · 10-03-2003, 12:08 PM

It's amazing that he had so many online aquaintences/friends and still thought suicide was the only way out.

Does anyone have any idea what he was going through? Money problems? Heallth Problems?

Trev_UK · 10-03-2003, 12:09 PM

I'd never got to know him but I'd read his post on other boards and he always seemed like a good guy.

Rest in peace.

boneprone · 10-03-2003, 12:10 PM

There are a lot of people who go through depression in our industry nowdays it seems.

Very sad and disturbing it took Willy.

Was he going through some tough times in the past few months?
He seemed like such an upbeat guy.

Disturbing. Very Disturbing and sad.

RIP. I only wish there were another way.

I too would be intrested in a transcript or replay of DOKK's Radio show of last night.

Aly-Python · 10-03-2003, 12:10 PM

Very sad. Terrible. I'll remember him fondly.

Bulldog-Johnnie · 10-03-2003, 12:11 PM

RIP -

Carrie · 10-03-2003, 12:12 PM

Wherever he's at, he's got his guitar and is belting out the tunes... RIP WillyB

Twisted Dollar · 10-03-2003, 12:13 PM

My condolences...

sherie · 10-03-2003, 12:13 PM

May you find happiness where you are now WillyB...R.I.P.

Kre8t0r · 10-03-2003, 12:14 PM

For those that knew WillyB aka Brad he was the kindest soul and a very dear friend, Rock on Bro you will be missed.. My heart goes out to his family : ((((

steffie · 10-03-2003, 12:17 PM

These are terrible news.

This business is full of surprises

Ludedude · 10-03-2003, 12:23 PM

Wow...what heart breaking news. I will always remember his antics on Dokk's shows and his sage advice on netsurprise. He always had a kind word for everyone.

RIP Willy

FUCKuPAYme · 10-03-2003, 12:24 PM

It's sad to see people go out like this.

Kaiser what was going on?

My prayers are with family and friends

Raven · 10-03-2003, 12:26 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by KC
It's amazing that he had so many online aquaintences/friends and still thought suicide was the only way out.

Does anyone have any idea what he was going through? Money problems? Heallth Problems?

When someone is considering suicide, it doesn't matter how many friends he or she has....they feel isolated from society...and, once the decision is made to die...they can seem upbeat and renewed.

ullimike · 10-03-2003, 12:27 PM

RIP WillyB

KC · 10-03-2003, 12:27 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Raven

When someone is considering suicide, it doesn't matter how many friends he or she has....they feel isolated from society...and, once the decision is made to die...they can seem upbeat and renewed.

I know.. that's what amazes me.

LeeNoga · 10-03-2003, 12:38 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Bratt
This is truly a sad day. I am to have known him. Sore with the eagles my friend... watch over us all...
You will be missed bunches....I will never forget you Willyb =(

Lee... check your icq, someone is icq'ing you....

1-1-1-4-7-2

I have no ICQ's pending...

RRRED · 10-03-2003, 12:39 PM

What horrible news!!

He just got married not too long ago and seemed like he had everything goin smoothe. He helped me the very first time I used free hosting

Thanks WillyB for being such a nice guy and a helluva beer drinking buddy! Sorry none of us in the webmaster community could help you.

My sincere condolences to his family.

Depression... what a dangerous disease. No one can ever really know how bad people are feeling. What a wake up call to make sure your loved ones know how much you care about them.

Tylo · 10-03-2003, 12:43 PM

Seen him a few times on Netsurprise.. He was always in a good mood.. Very sad.. RIP

dropped9 · 10-03-2003, 12:44 PM

WOW... RIP manno...

x-vision · 10-03-2003, 12:45 PM

wow, terrible tragic news. Condolences to all those that knew him.

Dwreck · 10-03-2003, 12:46 PM

I knew the name.

Dat sucks. A sad day!

LeeNoga · 10-03-2003, 12:48 PM

Note from Dokk:

"Station for today.. all feeds.. all shows shut down.

We'll resume Monday with CE Radio program.

princess · 10-03-2003, 12:50 PM

He was a very caring, and giving friend. He made me feel like I belonged at my very first internext.

:`(

Too sad for words..

Angel *HUGS*! Willy

Chris · 10-03-2003, 12:53 PM

If someone can get the feed or had it recorded please post.

ToyBoys · 10-03-2003, 12:59 PM

sad news

Go With God dude

jaYMan · 10-03-2003, 01:04 PM

My thoughts are with his family and friends...

Rest thee well willyB.

Stud Money · 10-03-2003, 01:16 PM

Sad day indeed.

Only heard WIllyB once on Dokks show but you could tell he was a genuine guy.

He will be missed.

BruceM · 10-03-2003, 01:17 PM

Eroticacash · 10-03-2003, 01:20 PM

Did not know him personally but heard of him.

?As it is with a play, so it is with life?what matters is not how long the acting lasts, but how good it is.?

My thoughts go out to his friends and Family........

Ec Steve

SIGS NOT APPROPRIATE FOR THREAD

wizz · 10-03-2003, 01:20 PM

What a tragic. Very sad news

My condolences to his family and friends.

Bex · 10-03-2003, 01:22 PM

Sad ... RIP Willy.

LeeNoga · 10-03-2003, 01:22 PM

I feel bad for so many reasons, for all the unknowns to why WillyB would take his life, and for Dokk who spent the last few hours of his life with him and detected nothing....

He was wonderful with newbies, and was always there for them, and he made everyone feel welcome at the NetSurprise booth and hospitality suites and AWE shows....

Does anyone have a way to contact Dora? Does she need any financial help for this funeral arrangements? Can somebody find out about this and post it here.

Morgan · 10-03-2003, 01:24 PM

oh man...

Techie Media · 10-03-2003, 01:30 PM

I'm shocked, this is truly sad to hear this news.
RIP.
My condolences to his friends and family

KRL · 10-03-2003, 01:33 PM

Wow, so sorry to hear. Rest in peace WB. I remember seeing him on the boards in the old days.

Life is so full of tragic endings sometimes. Its hard to comprehend why people do what they do but many choose this path. Over 800,000 people kill themselves each year. More than 2,000 people each day. That's mind boggling when you think about it. Close to the total of how many were killed in the WTC attack taking their lives voluntarily each and every day.

Problem is we live in a world that slaps us with so damn many stresses and pressures on our minds and souls. Its remarkable to me that far more people don't do it. I'm sure for everyone that does there are hundreds if not thousands that have seriously thought about it at one or more times in their lives.

I had a business partnership with the owner of Chippendales years ago and Steve had put out a contract hit on someone and got nailed on it and he was looking at decades behind bars in state prison and he chose to hang himself while he was in jail. Amazing, and he had everything in the world, a successful worldwide business, tens of millions of dollars, a nice family, and he just decided to end it all.

Life is hard, very hard. Even having success, money, family and friends often can't resolve internal depression. Its sad.

Bratt · 10-03-2003, 01:38 PM

we are going to do a tribute to Willyb as an article posted on avn...if there is anything that would like to add any thoughts or comments about willyb, please have them send them to me at [email protected] would like to get this done tonight...just include your names and ranks and where you work.......thanks

Monique Niccole · 10-03-2003, 01:45 PM

My condolences to Willy B, his friends and family.

RRRED · 10-03-2003, 01:45 PM

It's too bad that appreciation, well wishes and tributes come forth after someone is lost.

eroswebmaster · 10-03-2003, 01:52 PM

1000 Deaths

Each day I die a thousand deaths

Seeing your pale, too-quiet face.

Knowing you won't warm me with your breaths

I am cold inside, gasping, strangling,

Because you left your body dangling

In a convenient place.

Again and again I rise

From the ashes of my life.
Wanting to hold you, see light in your eyes,

But my arms are empty, my eyes yearn still

Because we buried your ashes on a hill

With your great-grandfather and his wife.
I wait for the time when I am old and so

Leave the pain along the way,

Of wishing you had fought to see life flow

To all the good times just ahead.

But you wouldn't wait, and I die instead

A thousand times each day.

Christine B. Smith 1997

I didn't know WillyB but I am all too familiar with the pain of being a survivor of suicide. My mother took her own life March 1st of this year.

It is causes a pain unlike any other. My thoughts and prayers go out to the friends, and family members.

Raven · 10-03-2003, 01:52 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by LeeNoga
I feel bad for so many reasons, for all the unknowns to why WillyB would take his life, and for Dokk who spent the last few hours of his life with him and detected nothing....

He was wonderful with newbies, and was always there for them, and he made everyone feel welcome at the NetSurprise booth and hospitality suites and AWE shows....

Does anyone have a way to contact Dora? Does she need any financial help for this funeral arrangements? Can somebody find out about this and post it here.

My heart goes out to Dokk, who has to be wondering what he missed to have missed the signs...but, I doubt if anyone could have foreseen this....people who commit suicide usually hide it better than we're able to discern their plan.

I'm hitting you up on ICQ, Lee.....babee...respond if you will.

LeeNoga · 10-03-2003, 02:08 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Raven
I'm hitting you up on ICQ, Lee.....babee...respond if you will.

I hit ya back on ICQ.

Actually.

The only time I ever hit a woman come to think of it :-))

Raven · 10-03-2003, 02:12 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by LeeNoga

I hit ya back on ICQ.

Actually.

The only time I ever hit a woman come to think of it :-))

Good thing I liked it! LOL

Bratt · 10-03-2003, 02:13 PM

ok Lee... i must not have the right icq for you... mine is 9404443

makefuckingmoney · 10-03-2003, 02:17 PM

If you do have the archives they shouldnt be posted...

RIP

LeeNoga · 10-03-2003, 02:17 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Bratt
ok Lee... i must not have the right icq for you... mine is 9404443

WOWEE.

Lee lee got to hit two women today :-))

EZRhino · 10-03-2003, 02:19 PM

Sucks

Bratt · 10-03-2003, 02:26 PM

Quote:

Lee lee got to hit two women today :-))

Gotta LOVE it.... getting hit by a woman!!!!!!....LOVE THOSE SPANKINGS...

HarlotCash Dyker · 10-03-2003, 02:44 PM

When someone decides to end all - It is a really sad and lonely ending - And almost impossible to stop.
Condolences

Baal · 10-03-2003, 02:48 PM

That really sucks. Best wishes to Brad's loved ones and close friends.

MPBWhitney · 10-03-2003, 02:56 PM

My thoughts and condolences go out to his family and friends.... I am extremely saddned by this.

10-03-2003, 12:08 PM	#51
KC Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 1995 Posts: 2,417	It's amazing that he had so many online aquaintences/friends and still thought suicide was the only way out. Does anyone have any idea what he was going through? Money problems? Heallth Problems? __________________ Jupiter Hosting, Inc. Vice President, Business Development kc (AT) jupiterhosting.com

10-03-2003, 12:10 PM	#53
boneprone Hall Of Fame Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Portland Oregon USA Posts: 34,415	There are a lot of people who go through depression in our industry nowdays it seems. Very sad and disturbing it took Willy. Was he going through some tough times in the past few months? He seemed like such an upbeat guy. Disturbing. Very Disturbing and sad. RIP. I only wish there were another way. I too would be intrested in a transcript or replay of DOKK's Radio show of last night. __________________ Industry Hall Of Fame Legend Mike Jones Bow to the Power - Still BP4L http://gfyawards.com/hall-of-fame Learn about it kids.

10-03-2003, 12:10 PM	#54
Aly-Python Confirmed User Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: West Hollywood Posts: 1,439	Very sad. Terrible. I'll remember him fondly. __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, then you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.

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10-03-2003, 12:13 PM	#58
sherie Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2002 Posts: 7,020	May you find happiness where you are now WillyB...R.I.P. __________________ AIM sherierocks ICQ 127-296-286 Skype traffichor

10-03-2003, 12:09 PM	#52
Trev_UK Registered User Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: UK Posts: 83	I'd never got to know him but I'd read his post on other boards and he always seemed like a good guy. Rest in peace.

10-03-2003, 12:12 PM	#56
Carrie Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: Virgin - nee Posts: 3,162	Wherever he's at, he's got his guitar and is belting out the tunes... RIP WillyB

10-03-2003, 12:13 PM	#57
Twisted Dollar Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Raleigh North Carolina Posts: 258	My condolences...

10-03-2003, 12:14 PM	#59
Kre8t0r Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: From Hurricane Hell to Frozen Hell Posts: 1,304	For those that knew WillyB aka Brad he was the kindest soul and a very dear friend, Rock on Bro you will be missed.. My heart goes out to his family : ((((

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10-03-2003, 12:23 PM	#61
Ludedude Suck it! Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: Who wants to know? Posts: 4,432	Wow...what heart breaking news. I will always remember his antics on Dokk's shows and his sage advice on netsurprise. He always had a kind word for everyone. RIP Willy __________________

10-03-2003, 12:24 PM	#62
FUCKuPAYme Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: LA Posts: 1,023	It's sad to see people go out like this. Kaiser what was going on? My prayers are with family and friends __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, then you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.

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10-03-2003, 12:39 PM	#67
RRRED Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: WA Posts: 6,754	What horrible news!! He just got married not too long ago and seemed like he had everything goin smoothe. He helped me the very first time I used free hosting Thanks WillyB for being such a nice guy and a helluva beer drinking buddy! Sorry none of us in the webmaster community could help you. My sincere condolences to his family. Depression... what a dangerous disease. No one can ever really know how bad people are feeling. What a wake up call to make sure your loved ones know how much you care about them.

10-03-2003, 12:43 PM	#68
Tylo Confirmed User Join Date: May 2002 Location: South FL. Posts: 2,108	Seen him a few times on Netsurprise.. He was always in a good mood.. Very sad.. RIP __________________ -ICQ# 119419008

10-03-2003, 12:44 PM	#69
dropped9 Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Your moms box Posts: 26,727	WOW... RIP manno...

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10-03-2003, 12:46 PM	#71
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10-03-2003, 12:48 PM	#72
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10-03-2003, 12:50 PM	#73
princess Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Ringgold, Georgia Posts: 1,939	He was a very caring, and giving friend. He made me feel like I belonged at my very first internext. :`( Too sad for words.. Angel HUGS! Willy __________________ HUGS! Marsha

10-03-2003, 12:53 PM	#74
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10-03-2003, 12:59 PM	#75
ToyBoys Confirmed User Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: Canada Posts: 237	sad news Go With God dude __________________

10-03-2003, 01:04 PM	#76
jaYMan peace&profit, Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Posts: 4,885	My thoughts are with his family and friends... Rest thee well willyB. __________________ peace&profit, jaYMan

10-03-2003, 01:16 PM	#77
Stud Money So Fucking Banned Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Somewhere between my monitor and my chair Posts: 3,214	Sad day indeed. Only heard WIllyB once on Dokks show but you could tell he was a genuine guy. He will be missed.

10-03-2003, 01:17 PM	#78
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10-03-2003, 01:20 PM	#79
Eroticacash Registered User Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: NJ Posts: 49	Did not know him personally but heard of him. ?As it is with a play, so it is with life?what matters is not how long the acting lasts, but how good it is.? My thoughts go out to his friends and Family........ Ec Steve SIGS NOT APPROPRIATE FOR THREAD

10-03-2003, 01:20 PM	#80
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10-03-2003, 01:22 PM	#81
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10-03-2003, 01:24 PM	#83
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10-03-2003, 01:30 PM	#84
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10-03-2003, 01:33 PM	#85
KRL Entrepreneur Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: USA Posts: 31,429	Wow, so sorry to hear. Rest in peace WB. I remember seeing him on the boards in the old days. Life is so full of tragic endings sometimes. Its hard to comprehend why people do what they do but many choose this path. Over 800,000 people kill themselves each year. More than 2,000 people each day. That's mind boggling when you think about it. Close to the total of how many were killed in the WTC attack taking their lives voluntarily each and every day. Problem is we live in a world that slaps us with so damn many stresses and pressures on our minds and souls. Its remarkable to me that far more people don't do it. I'm sure for everyone that does there are hundreds if not thousands that have seriously thought about it at one or more times in their lives. I had a business partnership with the owner of Chippendales years ago and Steve had put out a contract hit on someone and got nailed on it and he was looking at decades behind bars in state prison and he chose to hang himself while he was in jail. Amazing, and he had everything in the world, a successful worldwide business, tens of millions of dollars, a nice family, and he just decided to end it all. Life is hard, very hard. Even having success, money, family and friends often can't resolve internal depression. Its sad. __________________ If you would like to develop your domains, you can lease inexpensive foreign labor from the leaders in the field at iWebmasters.com TO LOWER YOUR COSTS AND INCREASE YOUR PRODUCTION! * * * * * * * * * * * * Domains Adult News KRL's Newsletter Biz Tips Just Listed Domains Last edited by KRL; 10-03-2003 at 01:36 PM..

10-03-2003, 01:38 PM	#86
Bratt Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2003 Posts: 72	we are going to do a tribute to Willyb as an article posted on avn...if there is anything that would like to add any thoughts or comments about willyb, please have them send them to me at [email protected] would like to get this done tonight...just include your names and ranks and where you work.......thanks

10-03-2003, 01:45 PM	#87
Monique Niccole Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: San Francisco Posts: 5,653	My condolences to Willy B, his friends and family.

10-03-2003, 01:52 PM	#89
eroswebmaster March 1st, 2003 Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Seat 4 @ Venetian Poker Room Posts: 20,295	1000 Deaths Each day I die a thousand deaths Seeing your pale, too-quiet face. Knowing you won't warm me with your breaths I am cold inside, gasping, strangling, Because you left your body dangling In a convenient place. Again and again I rise From the ashes of my life. Wanting to hold you, see light in your eyes, But my arms are empty, my eyes yearn still Because we buried your ashes on a hill With your great-grandfather and his wife. I wait for the time when I am old and so Leave the pain along the way, Of wishing you had fought to see life flow To all the good times just ahead. But you wouldn't wait, and I die instead A thousand times each day. Christine B. Smith 1997 I didn't know WillyB but I am all too familiar with the pain of being a survivor of suicide. My mother took her own life March 1st of this year. It is causes a pain unlike any other. My thoughts and prayers go out to the friends, and family members.

10-03-2003, 02:13 PM	#93
Bratt Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2003 Posts: 72	ok Lee... i must not have the right icq for you... mine is 9404443